Wow, okay, so have journals become like my yearly check in with this site now? That's what it feels like.
Anyway, yeah, still alive. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
The reason I never publish anything on this (or anywhere else for that matter) is because I have a painful fear of judgement and ridicule and not being good enough because I'm an insecure piece of trash so whoops.
I do long in every once in a while and look around and stuff so I'm still here I just kinda wander around like a hopeless idiot because that's basically what I am.
So... see ya next year I guess? If anyone even still reads these things (which I'm going to assume is unlikely because I haven't kept in contact with anyone from this site that I knew sorry).